HAHAHA!

HEYY!

I'M CLARISSA AND I'M SLACKING!

Ok.. Bad bad bad.

I shall blog only in a jiffy!

So, I just wanna let knw to the masses how i study! HAHAHAHA! (sounded wrong)

Anw, KINDER BUENO (the wafer one) and COFFEE is an essential item in boosting ur energy to mug!

And I kinda looked like GHANDI or smth when i study.

But it's super-effective and efficient!

Try it and see how it works!

CYAAA!

Ahh! one more left!

I'm bueno-ing! (Am I endorsing the brand?)

Temptation...

The new yoga!

Ghandi! :D

I'm so glad english and ss papers are finally over!

:D

I feel so exceptionally hopeless in english. It's like I've reached a dead end. No way for improvement. Sigh...

SS was... horrible. No comments. Haha!

2 papers down, 7 more to go!

Hope I'll be able to strive and persevere through 13 more days of ordeal! JY everybody!

Guess what?

I have not touched my bio at all!

Yes, that serious.

OMG!!!

Anw, I have just seen this TIMES magazine website, discussing the most influential people in the world or perhaps, just the US (courtesy of Lia who told me to vote for RAIN :D). So... I was like looking through the list of 208 ppl. I dun knw most of them but I chanced upon IKEA's founder, tt Indian American Idol former contestant, CEO of youtube, founder of Wikipedia and other amusing ppl whom you never thought or knew of who actually do influence ur life on this Earth. I was like, ohmygoodness. Hahaha! Whatever we're doing right now will change the lifes of many. Top 5 on the list is 1) American comedian Stephen Colbert, 2) Nitendo game designer, Shigeru Miyamoto, 3) JK Rowling, 4) Proffesional hockey player Sidney Crosby and 5) RAIN. Hahaha! Rain has the most votes so far. Actually with the msot number of votes of 313,263. However, his average rating is the lowest. Omg. Like, RAIN? In america? Hahaha! I am impressed. lol!!! He's cool, too cool. :P

I gotta stop blogging!

^^

It has been long since I've last blogged.

And I AM SOOOO SORRY for having yet to link you all!

ARGHHHH!

*smacks head zillions of times*

Everything just seemed to be in a whirl nowadays...

Time has been my enemy these days.

Sigh...

Exam's coming!

That why this might be my last post until the end of exam period!

:S

Anw... Life has been, as always, lousy I guess.

BUT

I've been trying to have a more positive outlook on this life of mine! :)

Yayness!

I feel that although everything may go against me, God will always be there for me to comfort me, guide me and love me. His love never compares to us. We love Him because He first loved us. Therefore, He is my pillar of strength. :D

Lessons has been alright. But some teachers feel that I talk too much. But seriously, I talk relevant stuffs slash subject-related. Anw, I hope they understand. Mr Low totally freaked me out about that conduct thing! ARGHHH! I mean, the fear I'm feeling is not guilty conscience but more of a fear of misunderstanding. I really dun want them to get the wrong idea.

Enough of that.

Angel taught ME and MILO a cheer! It goes something like this...

Circle, circle,
Dot, dot,
I've got my coolie shot.
You think that girl is hot,
I think I rather not.
Ooo it's your duty, duty,
To shake your booty, booty.
Ooo my tralala,
Mmm your ding ding dong.

Ohmygoodness... It was sick! But entertaining!

:D

Highlight of the day!

I PASSED NAPFA!

claps claps!

Oh well!

Gtg!

:D

SYF this monday!

May God bless us.

First of all, I would like to apologise for having yet to link all of you. SORRY!!!! SORRY!!!! From the deepest part of my heart. I've been extremely busy and that linking thing is so troublesome that it'll take me abt half an hour or so to completel link everyone! SORRY!!!! I'll link tonight yea? I have tuition like, half hour form now? OMG!!!

Secondly, I would like to apologise to my DARLING ISSIE, CHERYL YUEN AND ZAN. Whaaaa! I'm SOOO SORRY! I can't make it for your parties today! *kowtow* You all will always have a special place in my heart and will always be loved and remembered by CLARISSA SENTOSA! SORRY AGAIN!!! But dun worry! I have something prepared for u all! But hint me k! Cuz I am clueless on what to get! :D

Life still sucks. But THANKS MELODI DARLING!!! For the tag I mean. VERY ENCOURAGING! It's so sad to see you go away! Not die, I mean. Step down. HAHAHAHA!

Yeah!!! Prefects Commendation marks the end of the sec4's duty as a prefect to the school. Officially, I mean. SO SAD LA!!! I'm gonna miss them mann! OMG! *cries* But everything comes and go. We jsut gotta accept it! LOL! And all those people that I love will remain in my heart forever and shall stay there even beyond my time on this earth! <333>

Today's choir was alright, I guess. I can't sing and I jsut gotta accept it. I dun think I'm gonna give myself anymore chance in believing tt there's hope for me to realise my potential (even the slightest) in singing. It's a goner. Finished. No more. No chance. No hope. I'm so sorry to say this but I'm trying my best to be true to myself. Why give urself hope when it's jsut wishful thinking? I love to sing. But now I totally abstain frm it. It'll just make me remember of what has it done to my self esteem and self worth. Music is an art. Singing is, by right, an artistic expression tt is so beautiful it can even heal the broken and in destitute. It's not music or art's fault but the people who deliver it to others. In a way, imparting it to the future generations. Sometimes it will break you rather than heal. God made music for life. But it has broken my self esteem and self worth instead. I have declared that I have failed.

Life sucks.

It does, trust me.

I have so much pressure on me.

1) I feel drifted away from God.

2) Biased teachers are targetting me.

3) Studies are deteriorating.

4) I am FAT.

5) I can't sing.

6) Some personal stuff that shall remain untold.

This totally sucks.

I really need God in my life. I feel so guilty being away from him. He's my pillar of strength and my hope for tmr.

Life sucks but God made it all well.

I can't stand biased teachers.

If there's anything worse than that, there's nothing worse than that actually.

They're the ones that will break our self esteem, crash our hopes and dreams, the
only thing that is preventing us from excelling and reach greater heights and most probably gave the most contribution to our currently high stress level.

Why can't they just get a life?

You might be drawn to like someone more. That's human. But be more fair? And dun have 'selective hearing'. It's totally unfair.

SIGH.

SIGH.

SIGH.

Mann! They really spoiled my day.

Anw, what can I do? I am only but a helpless student who's under the constant pressure of these injustice act.

That sounded too extreme.

Fact is, IT IS!

Dun care. They can be what they wanna be.

It's their life. Not mine.

STAY POSITIVE!!!

:D