HELLO AND I AM IN A GOOD MOOD tODAY!

I shall remember to reply your tags later when I reach home.

WHY???

CUZ I AM AT JEANNETTE'S HOUSE RIGHT NOW!!!!

hehehehe....

I BARGE INTO HER HOUSE AND EAT HER LASAGNA, ICE CREAM WAFFLES AND NOODLESSSSSS! :D

POM POM IS SOOOOOOO CUTE!

KAWAII-NE!!!!!!!!

lalala!

OH YEAH! If you are reading this, please tagg! (This qn is directed to DENISE!)

LOVE YOU!

LOVE JEANNETTE TOO!

AND BO!!!! (cuz she loved me too)

AND EVERYBODY ELSE ON THE FACE OF THIS EARTH!!!

yeahh!!!!

OHH! i'm testing this outt!!!

is this working?

As I go through my life day by day, I see myself disappearing from the face of the Earth. In turn, a stranger appeared before me in the mirror. She's so familiar, yet different. She's identical, but I can't feel her. Who is she?

I can't say I hate my life. I thank God for my life.

But some things are just taking its toll on me.

I am forced to be fit into a mould that doesn't fit me. I see myself being misunderstood for someone I swore I'll never be. I witness all these injustice but all I can do is to keep silent. Remain (or at least pretend to be) unaffected. How long more can I take this? Do they even have the right to judge? Do they even have enough evidence to say so? In the first place, are they depicting the right example? My soul is slowly fading away as I turn into someone I am not.

Challenges in life are supposed to make you a better and stronger person. But are they supposed to break you till you are beyond repair? But the fact that I am still alive and breathing, I suppose it's not beyond my limit. But it's near my limit. Maybe it's like asymptotes. Nearly touching but never touching. Bad analogy. But you got my idea?

In pursuit of success, many sacrificed all that they have. Does it mean I have to do so? Nevertheless, I will always keep my conscience clear and stand on the values that I have set for my life. My integrity shall remain unshaken.

This sucks.

I'm slacking!

DENISE!!! I CAN'T DO IT! SLACKING IS A PART OF MY DAILY ROUTINE!

XD

Germs posted our pics alr. hahaha! check it out at http://childishdesires-.blogspot.com/ before i'll post it maybe some other time after the bio test is over.

OMG

Bio test is a killer. I think it's actually worse than being stuck in a gas chamber of flatulentic cyanide. Btw, flatulent is fart and cyanide is poison. I'm not referring to hitler's one. That's just too horrific.

I think I have a dragon living in my stomach. I kept on having cravings. Maybe I'm pregnant. Yeah right. Like I've done it before. I'm so pure and innocent. Hah. ((:

Lala~ I'm getting sick of mugging. But what can we do? We are oppressed by the ministry of education to strive for excellence. Joking. They are right. We gotta strive for excellence. Work now and enjoy later. HAHAHAHAHA!

Crap.

Ok. Latest updates on my life so far.

Till now, since Tuesday, I haven't touched a single book at all.

Translated: I have not studied anything for anything at all.

That sucks.

Sooo....

WEDNESDAY

In the morning the whole school had National Day celebration and I just can't tell u how much the patriot in me was rejoicing as the Singapore flag raised. XD HAPPY B'DAY SINGAPORE! Anw, early in the morning we had the "parade". Sort of. It wasn't as parad-ious as a parade should be. But they claim it to be a parade. Whatever. Sooo... Many fainted. One even fainted and injured her chin. :S Totally gory. But nonetheless, the parade was somewhat alright. (: And it's good that in Singapore the parade isn't too long like the ones in Indonesia. In Indo, the normal flag raising ceremony takes half an hour and they expect u to understand ALL their commands and listen to ALL their declarations. HALF AN HOUR UNDER THE HOT SUN. And it's done every monday. I mean, here only the uniform groups are to do their thing. But in Indo EVERYONE has to do it. HAHAHAHA! yayness- Afterwards we had national day celebration. Everything was ok until it came to the sing-along part. Since primary school I feel that the sing-along section is the best and the most spectacular one. (: As quoted by Mrs Tey, 'It makes u feel exceptionally patriotic and proud to be part of the country.' Yeah right. It's actually, to me, the most spectacular part because u get to SKIP HOUSES! HAHAHA! With GERMAINE! :D Me and germaine were practically skipping from house to house. Went about 3 times to each houses visiting ppl. ((: while singing the songs. I HAD A BLAST!

After that I changed and was off to ORCHARD to play with JEANNETTE ANGEL EDLYN and DENISE ISSIE JANE CHAI BELINDA. HAHAHAHAHAHA! Watched disturbia AND it's sooooo scary! But only at the last part. I was tugging ANGEL like she's my pillar of strength while she just stare at the screen like it's some 'Telletubies' or 'BARNEY' show. She only find SAW and 13 GHOST scary. ANGEL!!! THAT'S JUST SO WRONG! hahaha! Then we went to play arcade and ate crepe ice cream and yeahh. HAHAHAHA. The day was worth my money spending on. But now it left a whole in my pocket. HAHAHAHA!

I AM SOOOO PATRIOTIC.

THURSDAY

Nothing much really happened. Basically there's 4 things that happened. Ok. That's quite a bit.

1) I AM OUT OF THE SAJAK COMPETITION! 10 yayness- to that! lol! I am dreading to go for that competition mann! What with the reading so poetically and in such a dramatised manner. :S I AM OUT OF THE COMPETITION! wheee!

2) I painted my nails black and white! (: both finger and toe nails. Black and white as in the cow black and white. I'll show u when germaine has sent me the pics!

3) At abt 730-ish I went to meet germaine to go see FIREWORKS! With my bro. HAHAHAHA! We went to the top of a building behind germaine's house. So fun! So many ppl up there! The fireworks wasn't that great but it was great CAMWHORING! (: Then we played downstairs with some little kids. HAHAHA! I LOVE YOU GERMS! HAHAHAHA! TOTALLY HAD A BLAST YESTERDAY! Three MUACKS for u! <3

4) At 12 midninght-ish belinda sms-ed me to PRANK CALL her cousins. OMG. I tell u, she's mad. Anw, I managed to persuade my bro to call her cousin since he's so over-dramatic and all. And my brother totally aced it. He was like 'HELLO! MAY I SPEAK TO JONATHAN PLS? THIS IS MR SILVA FROM THE INSURANCE COMPANY. YOU OWE ME $10,000! THE LOAN HAS BEEN SINCE YEAR 2003! I WANT MY MONEY BACK!' And I think her cousin got scared or smth and he hung up the phone. HAHAHA! Then I called belinda's phone and my bro said the same thing to her cousin and obviously, he got to know that he's pranked. OMG. It was hilarious. ((: But I was scared at first if suddenly he reported my number. HAHAHAHA! Belinda's making me do it one more time to her other cousin. :S HAHAHA!

TODAY

I've planned to study today I guess. But have not so far. I have just scanned the amath tys to hidayah. HAHAHAHA! yayness- I have to start mugging today or I'll most probably be digging my own grave next monday. Ah well. Here's my updates and to belinda: I HAVE POSTED! HAHAHA!

P.S. I heard this phrase frm my mom yesterday and it really made me think. HAHAHA! 'I love the sinners but I hate their sins.' HAHAHA! It made a whole lot of sense. (:

It's 1.27 p.m. and I am not asleep yet!

I have just deleted all the pics of myself (or whoever's concerned) in uniform from my blog, friendster, etc.

I am sooo tired.

Just a short update!

Yesterday me and JEANNETTE went to watch ALONE at J8.

OMIGOSH!

That was like, my first horror movie I watched in cinema?

And me and JEANNETTE practically covered our eyes the whole time.

I used my emath TB which JEANNETTE decided to follow later.

THE EMATH TB WAS VERY INTERESTING TO WATCH.

I managed to see one scary scence accidentally while JEANNETTE saw 3!

HAHAHAHAHA!

I SAW ONE ONLY!

XD

It was so tragic!

We screamed when everyone screamed although we can't see the scary scenes.

HAHAHAHA!

I DUN REGRET NOT SEEING IT!

*yawn*

HAHAHAHA!

nites!