Today, something happened.

It was definitely something I would've never expected to happen on a Monday morning.

Especially to me.

But anyway it did.

I'm not sure if I could go into details... But generally I feel oppressed.

Dang. I feel that there's really no freedom for me even if I'm outside of school.

I guess that's the price I have to pay for choosing it in the first place. A good 3 and a half years ago.

But I'm glad that justice has been made.

THANK GOD.

Mom offered to come to the school to speak to them. But I told her not to. I guess I'm old enough to stand up for myself and settle my own problems.

I wonder if they're reading this right now.

HELLO!

Gawd. I don't know what to feel right now. I just feel like crying, still. But I had a good break down just now. It was a relief, I must say. Removed that lump in my chest.

But I'm thankful for friends, teachers (at least one or two?) and my mom... and bro. Haha.

They've been such great company and support.

Made everything felt alright.

And I thank God for the opportunity. I bet there's less than 1% of the school population that experienced what I went through under the same condition.

It was a great learning experience. At least I feel stronger and more confident now. A small taste of this cold and evil world. But with a tinge of warmth from my loved ones.

I'm happy. (:

My newly-decorated diary

I haven't posted my pics yet. Probably this Friday. Life's been busy mann. :S

Anyway, I just did up my diary. It's nice. Got the accessories from a scrap book shop at coronation plaza.

Another thing. I want to sing jazz. I fell in love with the music like years ago. But I'm enjoying the genre more and more. I wanna chill out by the jazz lounge and treat myself with a glass of drink and a jazz singer at the stage. Maybe I'll be a jazz singer too. Haha. That'll take me a few years jsut to pluck up the courage to sing a note. Haha. What hope. But I love jazzzzz. And other genres too.

Btw check out the new photo I put as my skin. hehe. It's the same as the one on my diary. :P

hello.

(:

I'm back from Indonesia, Jakarta.

Yay.

I had a hell lot of fun there with my family.

Gonna post pictures tomorrow, I guess.

Got presents for people!

But it's small. Sorry guys, I didn't manage to have any time to shop. I just got my aunt to send it to me.

Ok.

My current project for the season is to:

1) Loose weight
2) Improve my English
3) Finally slap myself awake to realise that O lvl's coming.
4) Play guitar BEAUTIFULLY.

HAHAHA. A lot of stuff to achieve.

But I'll do it.

Probably.

LOSE WEIGHT!!! I gained like a gazillion kilos during the hols. :S

I shall abstain from carbohydrates, hydrate myself more and increase my metabollic rate by moving more muscles.

Hahaha. Right.

Hope it'll finally work after so many year left in the clutches of Adipose tissues. Gawd.

Adios.

hello and I'm back.

yay.

I've wasted away my days recently doing... nothing.

Perhaps sleeping, eating and watching random vids.

But that's probably what I've accomplished this first two weeks of my "holiday". Screw the intensive program.

Anyway, my extreme inactivity has brought certain side effects in my body. For instance, I feel lethargic all the time. Weight gain is probably inevitable if I dun start doing something soon. Oh the horrible facts of science.

Ohh! There's a 90% chance that I'll be going back to Indonesia for the ULTIMATE REUNION with my family. (: But if that happens I gotta miss a week of my holiday which was supposedly meant for doing my work and "study". But it's the ULTIMATE REUNION. I guess I dun mind missing it. But my mom has to return to Singapore on Tuesday for a meeting. That's like... 3 days? It's a waste of my air ticket mann. I hope She'll agree to let me fly back to Singapore alone. I mean, I have friends who fly to Indonesia vice versa alone and they're not as old as I am. Oh Lord hear my prayer!

I'm not in the mood to do my work. But I bet it's pilling up right now. I'm stuck in the clutches of technology. To be precise, the computer and internet. Can't live without it.

Peace!